I gotta say, too much of things happened on the previous months.
I went to a camp, greeted lots of new friends, getting more familiar with some of my classmates, and apparently someone have successfully distracted my vision from crowd to only that person.
Falling for that person's kindnesses and gentleness.
I was really guilty, I shouldn't have started this. So my life will just goes normally, it would be awesome if my life just perfectly peaceful and calm.
So I don't have to experience that kind of feeling, again.
Dropping into the same trap,again.
Allowing someone place that spell on me, again.
Making the same mistake, again.
That person, is charming, generous and incredibly kind on every single girl,
including me.
I know, that person,
he might treat every person the same way he did to me.
I threw myself to that person, like an idiot throwing herself off a cliff.
I'm a potato, being teased, being pranked,
being treated too nicely until I got lost again.
Making me so deeply attracted to you.
Maybe a splash of water, a slap on my face,
a little squeeze on my cheek and little painful pass might working perhaps.
Pull me back to reality before I lost myself again.
I can smells the tears is about to pour, I can feel the sadness inner me is about to overflow, I'm insecure. I need home. I wanna go home.
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