I never forget how painful I have went through.
Basically who caused this was myself, I can't blame no one.
How many times I have reminded myself, ever since you have choose to go on this path, that's why you must have faith on yourself.
Let nobody control on your will, persistently carry through the end, because you will never know what would happens on the next sunrise.
I'm foolish, clumsy and troublesome.
I solved no problem, instead created tons of trouble. I expected nobody would've stay for me, until that day you came.
You've approached me tenderly, treated me softly, and while stay back miles away from me. I can't predict every single actions of yours because it will always be a great surprise. Unknown status gaping between us, distance pushed us apart and so I was distracted.
Well, perhaps from the start i have overreacted, exaggerated your gentleness, and distorted the real intentions of yours. Despite we both were so involved, I have claimed eventually we gotta chase for our own dreams and break apart like the falling star. Sadly, apparently i wasn't that important, held with great conscious I accepted the fact. If someone really cares, he wouldn't ignore you for more then 1 second even he's a superhero and he has to save the world, but he wasn't. You must be more awake because he don't even care to space a shit of time to stay with you. Because you ain't nobody you're just a pile of dirt unnoticeable, pathetically common like those disintegrated rocks and humus.
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